Monday night. D made me the happiest man in the world with letting me have some alone time!!!! I went to the traff and it was awesome. If I surround myself in chaos it drives me to the point of relaxation, strange but true. Was really good and improved my mood 100%. Apart from a slight dip yesterday my mood corrected itself and I was right as rain again. Today hasn’t been so bad. Mood wise I did want to go home again but managed to stick it out as lots to be getting on with. I’ve started on my side projects so managed to get quite far.
I’m getting nervous about the weekend as its rebecca time. always get nervous. I found a gorgeous dress in H&M but its £20 then it’ll need leggings as well so £25. I think we buy her to many dresses but she does love them.
The time needs to hurry up now.
I need stamps. Got cards for everyone and letters for other bits and bobs. *counts* 6 letters. Not too bad. It’ll sort a few things out like CSA, Solicitors etc. Oh D dont worry I did the parking ticket one ages ago.
My routine is also slowly falling into place now which is good and makes me feel good and better about myself. I care a bit more now. Anyways, I need to get back to work for tonight I will sort out the website for D.