That’s all I managed to write yesterday, today is a bit better so I can write more. I’m currently in a manic cycle.I prefer these moods than low ones. I just need to be around people when I’m in this mood otherwise I tend to go a bit crazy. Not bad crazy but more of an energized version of me. Unfortunately a side effect of this is a craving for self mutilation for some reason. Fortunately I can be talked out of it quite quickly and just keep busy till it passes (typically from a few hours to a couple of days).
Today was a nice day. We all went to Manchester to see D’s mum. Had awesome food and kids loved it there as well. It was nice sitting there having coffee. Proud that I went as I was on the verge of asking to dodge. Thats a few times in the past couple of months now where I have managed to pull my sh*t together and do something. Crazy brain, you DONT control me!