So for some reason this morning I was looking at the drafts on wordpress and noticed several posts which for whatever reason, didn’t get posted. This one is from 4 years ago at the start of when I was having issues. It wasn’t long after, months, that I had my first stroke.
I find it offensive that the boinking cursor stares at me while I type this. Blinking. Waiting for instruction; words to form a sentence only to be autocorrected as type them. Almost rude in a way. Sort of a passive-aggressive demand for words. Blink. Blink. Got something to say? blink. blink.
Of course, I’m sane.
I spoke with the Dr today. I’ve been referred to a neurologist tomorrow afternoon. Well. A phone call. Which is better than nothing and hopefully productive. The Dr also told me to have some video evidence of me just falling asleep randomly so will be searching through that. S has ASD and B has, we think, ADHD so we have a camera in our lounge to film the outbursts to show their Drs. Because otherwise, they give the generic response of “I’m fine”.
I now have three referrals on my NHS app. Respiratory medicine for the face you can hear me breathing a mile away. Plus the weeping doesn’t help anyway. I acquired a blue and brown inhaler so I use them twice a day when I remember. Would be nice to get them officially prescribed rather than shelling out £20 an inhaler.
I guess this is a moaning post again. I have no plans, subtext, or story, Just what m =y brain and heart want to say. I’m so tird it actually hurts to look at the screen type, anything else is pure pain, I can’t see the screen right so I’ll have fun editing this
my balance is off a the moment, I banged my
There are quite a few typos but I thought I would leave them in there. My how things changed since then. I also found one from 2009 but I’ll save that for another day. Ben doesn’t have ADHD. I got prescribed inhalers for asthma. My ‘weeping’, wheezing, still happens but that’s now fixable with a quick blast of the inhaler.
Hope you are all having an amazing day.
Oh and in other news I bought my christmas present, a cigar for christmas day. I have one every year, just one and that’s it. So I do look forward to it. I know they are bad for you but I enjoy them. Once a year can’t be too damaging.










































