I’ve been struggling with something for a long time, and I’m finally ready to talk about it. I’m trapped in my own mind. It’s not like I’m daydreaming all the time. It’s more like I’m living in a different world. A world where I’m not in control, can’t escape but everything is perfect.
But then, suddenly, I’m back in reality. And I’m lost.
It happens at random times. Sometimes I’m at work, and sometimes I’m at home. It doesn’t matter what I’m doing, or who I’m with. I just start to drift off. And then, before I know it, I’m in this other world. It’s a beautiful world. The sun is always shining, and the flowers are always in bloom. There’s no pain, no suffering, no sadness.
I’m always happy but scared in this world. I can do anything I want. I can fly, I can swim, I can talk to animals. But I cannot break free from it. But then, the dream starts to fade. And I start to come back to reality.
And I’m not happy anymore. I’m scared. I don’t want to leave this world. Which world is it.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I want to talk to my doctor, but they won’t understand. I’m starting to think that I’m crazy. But I know I’m not. I know that this is real. I just need to find a way to control it. I need to find a way to stay in this world forever.
If you’re reading this, and you know what’s wrong with me, please help me. I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do.
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